做错了，

一个无法回头的错误。

你知道后，会有什么反应？

你知道后，会不会讨厌我？

对不起，我知道你会。

所以没勇气告诉你。

好烦！！
能不能让我忘记这两天发生过的事？
能不能让我学会，好聚好散？><
拜托了！！！！


两天没上线了。

没人发现我的不存在。

还蛮失望的。

不过没关系。

至少自己不会在期望什么。

晚安。
我又想你了。

对不起。

最近身边的朋友都好像遇到了友情问题。

包括我。

不过，还是那句。顺其自然。

不要太牵强，也不要太勉强。

感情的事，我不想考虑。

我现在只想要朋友或很好的朋友。

想追我的，很抱歉。

你们可以放弃了。

今天没什么特别。

唯一特别的事，我今天突然想起你和你。

但只是短暂的想念。

不要在意。

晚安~

第一次没有家人的生日。。

就酱，生日就过了。

但却缺少了家人，好想念他们。T.T

我的生日，

可以说是开心的，也可以说是不开心的。

开心是因为今天收到了朋友送给我的礼物~
是hello kitty的香水~还真第一次收到香水~XD
真的很谢谢你们~我很喜欢~香味不会太浓~刚刚好~
真的很珍惜哦~

不开心是因为对我很重要的人不在我身边~

嘉雯，我真的很想你。

姐，我也真的很想你。

你，更不用说。

我真的很想把所有的约会都推掉，但我不能。T.T
错过了跟你庆祝的机会。

不过没关系，还会有机会的~

别忘记我的礼物哦~XD
开玩笑的拉~有生日祝福就足够了~^^"

今天跟小熊，ah seng, joe,和 ah yong 去pavilion看了“那些年，我们一起追的女孩"
幸好有车去~要不然穿着高跟鞋超麻烦的。><

那部戏真的很好看，也让我明白了一些事情。

好想看第二次，好想跟你去看。

不知道为什么看完那套戏，就很想信息你。

结果我还是信息你了。

可能突然很感触吧~

第一次看，已经想要哭了~
第二次看会不会真的哭出来？

戏里有几句话，我记起来了~

也许会对我有用~

在我生日的最后几十分钟，你陪了我。

你对我说的话，我会记得，我也在尝试着改变中。

你说得对。

我接受你对我的评论。

谢谢你。

我18岁了！！

正式踏入18岁了。

想想~自己也不小了~

第一年没有跟家人庆祝。

突然好想他们，就打给妈妈了~

一听到妈妈的声音，眼泪立刻掉下来！

真的很想念他们~

妈，谢谢你生我下来~

谢谢你让我看到这世界~

谢谢你一直以来的辛苦~

原谅我之前的任性，真的很对不起~
答应你，我会好好的读书的~
不会让你失望~！！！

不知道该怎么过我的生日~

今年，我的生日愿望还是跟以往一样~

希望家人和身边的朋友都健健康康~

还是希望拥有一架iPhone~哈哈~
不过有没有都不重要~^^"
谢谢祝福我的朋友~珍惜中~

朋友们，一起加油吧~

finally finished my assignment...

damn stress this few day..

cant have good sleep...

that's y my mood this few day not good..

pls dun believe what i said....

especially the thing i said to U that day...><

really very sorry...

i hope i can talk to her face to face...

but im sorry that i dont have any courage in myself..

i chose to ran away..

im sorry...

you know i always appreciate our friendship...

give me sometime...

wait till me find my courage...

can??
im sorry...

tmr is my birthday...

seem like have to pass my time alone....

night only go out watch movie with housemate...

how i wish that is U and U to celebrate with me...

but this wont happened anymore...

right??
that's only my selfish thought...

i wish my birthday can celebrate with ones that i loved...

u, u, my family and carmen...

but you all not by my side when i celebrate my birthday..

i feel lonely this year...

but yet i have to move on...

although there's only me, i also have to be strong and tough to defend all the loneliness!!

i can do it!!
i trust myself!!!

i need a special friend that really care about me.

but we wint fall in love in each other...

i want this type of relationship ar!!!!
T.T
like brother and sister...
how wish i can find one now...T.T

today went out with nicole n danny..

we planned to go watch for a movie...

but at last we didnt go...><
first we went to t1 to have our lunch...
Spicy chicken McDeluxe~<3
after that,we went to parkson cz they say wanna play bowling~
before we start our game,we went to ply pool...
my pool skills become weak jor...too long didnt go play ady...@@
after finish playing,danny went bk..

me n nicole continue to walk around parkson..

we went to McD to eat ice cream~
Choco Top~nice <3

thn i fetch her bk...

whn i was driving on my way bk, i feel sleepy...><
luckily i reached home safely...^^
online shopping for dinner dress whole day...
mum gave me a surprise~
she said she going to buy me 2 dress for my birthday present~~~
AW!!!!!!what a surprise~~!!
too many dress i wan!!dunno which to buy oso...T.T

but yet my sister help me out with that pro~thx ~sis~<3

first time drink beer alone in the night...

quite enjoy...haha

next tiem will try again~~~~XD

it's already been almost 3 months we brokoe up...

n i used almost 2 months heal my scar hurt by u..

im gud now..

totally gud...

finally i found that im still cn have a normal life like before...

i should'nt made myself so cham...

whn i saw u today,i dun hv any heartache anymore...

it;s like a normal friend...

im glad that i cn do...

im okay now~~~~
TOTALLY OKAY!!!!^^"

my aunt gave me a skirt as my birthday present~
nice skirt~
white with red flowers~
will upload the pic soon~~~~~~
thx,aunt~
thx, mum~
thx, grandmum~~~
i LOVE you all!!!!!<3
hope cn gt more present~~~~
Hello Kitty,Chipmunk,Baby Mickey n Minnie, Stitch~~~
ANY CUTE THG!!!!!!!!
i jz totally mad of cute thg~~~
OHH NO!!!!!!
CUTE!! CUTE!! CUTE!!
XD
gonna to be insane jor...hahha

today i've been doing nth for my assignment...

went out whole day with family,take a short nap,

wake up,had my dinner,help my sister to bath her dogs,

watch Heroes til midnight?!
wtf of my life now??

im gonna fix it...

at least im trying...

i just wanna explain that clubbing is not as bad as what u all r thinking about...

maybe u all will worry bout the drug or medicine...

but i go clubbing, i dance more than i drink..

the DJ session is 3 hours...12-3 am..

n i dance frm 12-3 am with only a few rest...

i drink coke with ice with a new glass everytime i take my break...

nt more than 5 mins,im in again to the dance floor..

i knw hw to protect myself, my friends oso protecting me..

maybe cz u nt yt meet my fre,thats y u nt trusting them...

so pls dun judge before u met...

i go clubbing jz to release stress n dance...

thats the main reason i went thr...

i went thr nt to drunk or wat...

i LOVE dancing as long as i cn...

i LOVE dancing as free as i wish...

pls...dun talk bad about me whn i go clubbing...

thx a lot..

getting closer n closer to my 18th birthday..

wondering whether i nid to celebrate on my own that day...

is quite pity to celebrate alone...T.T
i wish many ppl will date me out...so that i wont feel boring that day...

n i wish i could hv many surprises on that day...

if really gt surprises,i swear i will cry n appreciate them!!!
I SWEAR!!!!!!><

pls,i just wan a memorable birthday celebration for my 18th...
T.T