finally finished my assignment...

damn stress this few day..

cant have good sleep...

that's y my mood this few day not good..

pls dun believe what i said....

especially the thing i said to U that day...><

really very sorry...

i hope i can talk to her face to face...

but im sorry that i dont have any courage in myself..

i chose to ran away..

im sorry...

you know i always appreciate our friendship...

give me sometime...

wait till me find my courage...

can??
im sorry...

tmr is my birthday...

seem like have to pass my time alone....

night only go out watch movie with housemate...

how i wish that is U and U to celebrate with me...

but this wont happened anymore...

right??
that's only my selfish thought...

i wish my birthday can celebrate with ones that i loved...

u, u, my family and carmen...

but you all not by my side when i celebrate my birthday..

i feel lonely this year...

but yet i have to move on...

although there's only me, i also have to be strong and tough to defend all the loneliness!!

i can do it!!
i trust myself!!!

i need a special friend that really care about me.

but we wint fall in love in each other...

i want this type of relationship ar!!!!
T.T
like brother and sister...
how wish i can find one now...T.T