lonely night...
haiz....

didnt go da bao for my dinner...

lazy to cook mee....

decided to eat 香饼 as my dinner....

save money~~
wakakaka....
stupid reason~

i dun wan go down da bao alone...

this type of feeling i jz dun like...

cz i dun like to b alone..

thats y i always nid to find ppl to acc me...especially u....

nt i dun wan to b mature,is lonely feeling really dun nice!!!!

i wish u were here nw...

many thg wanna tell u ar..

n i wish u cn make me happy nw...

T.T
but hor,whn i c u,

sure wont say anything jor de lo....

y geh???@@

cz i dun wan let u my weak side??
i oso dunno y will like this???@@

tmr nid to go bk alone.

without ur "protection",

will scare...

but i still nid to be brave...

dun wish to 习惯 ur "protection"....

if one day, u wont 'protect' me again....

wat will happen to me??

so i force to brave...

forcing myself to be mature and brave....

but it's hard..really hard to be brave enough.....

but wat else cn i do???
T.T

apreciating wat we had nw...

watch again our conservation in skype now....

memories all came out....

tears wanna come out,but i didnt let them out...

i promised to be strong....

i wont cry,i told myself....

I WONT CRY!!!!!!!

i gonna be STRONG!!!!

but i really miss you,

wish u were here again with me nw.....

i really nid you now......

as a friend.....

but u dun even care.....

i'll be fine soon!!!!!!
I WILL!!!!!!!!!!